Kiss Betrayal and Intercession

MY EMOTION:

Papa God, it's so important to speak to You. To fix my eyes (heart) toward You as the author and finisher of my faith, to You I direct my attention. 

The whispers of my heart belong to You.  The earth is full of Your glory and I long to be within that sensation. Scattering love even in the betrayal of a kiss, like Jesus, keeping to the power and might of His Father's guidance, I want to be found in obedience. 

Holy Spirit come. Holy Spirit consume me in this hour. All praise goes to my Creator who chose for me this time on earth and faithfully prayed for my deliverance from the enemy. I stand with the strength of Jesus' Name as His Kingdom comes to bless my walk in Christ now and eternally.

I pray for insight. I pray for the Love of Christ to be the strength to move forward throughout this day. Guidance of words spoken and guidance for silence. I lean on Your prayer, Jesus, for Peter. To overcome with faith that does not fail me.  I see that prayer in Luke 22:32 and I immediately wonder... did Your prayer not work for Peter to keep him from denial but did work to bring him back to Your Kingdom through repentance. If You were going to pray for Peter, why not pray that his strength endure and resist the temptation to deny You since You knew he was going to? 

But this conversation about Your prayer for him, knew Peter's going to deny You and You pray his FAITH will carry him to repentance. Then he will be a witness of God's faithfulness and what length You went through to deliver us from the enemy. This prayer feels so contrary to the soul that wants for comfort and avoidance of trials. 

In my weakness, I want You to pray for me to not enter temptation in the first place.... but, it looks like this is my position, by reading the prayer in Matthew 6, "...lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil." The ultimate being fellowship throughout our life and repentance that keeps us in this Kingdom come.

Father, I see something here that I fall often into... the inability to see my ultimate big sin of denial. Where I fall away from following You in order to save my own comfort. Lord, I repent for this deception that blinds me of my own ability to follow just because I think my love for You will carry me through.  I am not strong enough and I need Your prayer of deliverance. LEAD ME NOT INTO TEMPTATION, BUT DELIVER ME FROM EVIL!  

This doesn't 'feel' good. I can't imagine why it should. Hearing the betrayal our souls carry, feels like depression. Love is such a mystery.

Seeing praying hands on the floor of the first floor yesterday took me by surprise. I felt You were praying for me and wanted me to know. That is so amazing. Guide me, again I pray... GUIDE ME by Your Holy Spirit. 

Decisions are on the line. Hear my heart to want the glory of Your Kingdom come to earth. There is a path to take which prayer has covered... THAT IS THE PATH I desire! My heart surrenders... help my unbelief to be renewed into the power of Jesus Christ Kingdom come.  

I recall how I felt so strong that I was to talk in the middle of my enemy's camp. Surrounded by this darkness, I was held in tender Hands and I could feel its safety. THERE is where my faith soars. I chose the Prayer Path... lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from evil.

So now I pray for those I love. Keep them also in the walls of prayer for Your Kingdom's sake. Send warring angels around us to give out the call for deliverance. I take hold of Courageous' triumph and declare Jesus as the Victor in my home, family, and friends. I listen for Your voice to follow. Give us ears to hear what the Spirit is saying! 

I give my will up and surrender to Your will, perfect will. No bitterness or anger be found in us because the blood of Jesus purchased our hearts to live with Him forever. The enemy can only hear what God is doing, broken chains is what is seen from what God started in us as His plan to put us together fulfills the complete work He started. 

I wrestle not against flesh but struggle and wrestle WITH the wonders of Power from on High, God's love divine toward us, against the enemy of my soul. Standing, watching the beauty of heaven on earth, in my heart and soul.

Looking into the air I breath, and finding favor. Finding the Voice of love taking its salve to bind up my wounds. Bearing up my burdens with instructions (plan) for my way out as it holds the promise of never putting on me more than I can bear. 

Inhaling this Aroma that carries prayers and vision for seeing the Eyes of One who loves me unconditionally. Strength to take my next breath with force to consume and expand into greater wisdom of His teaching. This Air so full of beauty, reaches to resume life from my own deadliness. 

Air so full of holiness that I feel my heart wanting to slow down this moment for a rich deeper breath to hold before released. Holiness of being. Holiness of song. Holiness that was, is, and is to come. 

Counting my breaths as if each is a new reward for being here, in this Kingdom come where Jesus rules from the promise He left that the Holy Spirit would come to guide. 

Air that releases all my needs to cry. Releases all my substance of forgotten decay and

  refreshes me with fresh fruit 

delivered from the garden 

tended to by prayers of Jesus. 

Air that goes into intercession as deep hears deep and weeps of love. Air that causes the withdraw of exhaling until the groan is heard and then only released to bring in another powerful groan that will reach even higher. 

Continuing as the air inhaled becomes shorter and shorter from difficulty so painfully filled with love that to carry such extreme feels impossible. The weep of exhaling begins to be the strength now and forcing this pressure release stays held as love turns this intercession into the unknown for future walk. 

All the surroundings become the arena for my soul to play out its Path chosen by my Creator 

... I am free to roam. 

It's as if life begins to stir and I notice earth making sounds again. I am encouraged to be brave. Walk about and be. Air, His Air, has given me New Life!

HIS EMOTION

Kingdom riches hold the tiniest unseen in My greatest care. It is the holding of each breath that takes my Eyes into the pride of saying, "it is good."  This air participation with my children... It is Good!