Why Is Staying Connected So Complicated

MY EMOTION

Father, why does it seem that staying connected is so complicated? And yet, when connected, it takes over as if it will be forever. A sense of calm and even taking it all for granite slips into the mind, as rest becomes its outcome.  Everything now has its place and the world (my life) has order. But within seconds, the blink of an eye, gone is the moment and my breath begins to fight again to search for comfort again… connection.

I hear You call me to drink. Drink that Water that causes no more thirst. Eat of bread not known of prior to each bite. Settled about in the Substance of Your Presence, Peace, and Joy unspeakable is mine. I have eternal within and it is why everything is in its Place. You are there active as I follow without distractions. 

I will not find any other… I will know You are mine. To decide if I am Yours only has the sores of playing in a thorn bush, it is me not realizing I was fearfully and carefully made, made to play in safety. I am Yours! But to drink of the Water Jesus provided is me coming to a consuming fire that speaks to me personally that ‘You are mine’. WHAT?! YOU are MINE...! We are one. It is the sudden realization that my riches in this kingdom has no end, I am now and forever covered. ‘You are mine’ is the connection, the lost now found. My heart forgets this when drinking from other fountains (stepping away from understanding).

Father, teach me to pray. Over and over, time after time, event to event; teach me to pray. When I get lost, I will rejoice that I can rise up and say… teach me to pray. Not as a formula but as a connection. 

Taking You into my soul and finding Joy for my mourning, I will give my mourning to Your ears as an offering rather than complain and faint as if I have no one. For hurting is simply an invitation. When suffering I am invited into the Holies of Holies as You call together more than enough to help. Rescue is a party of heavenly abundance on earth as it is in Heaven.  

HIS EMOTION

The Way is open. Like a door no longer shut or locked, I Am the Way. Eyes set on Me is the heart settled. I made this vision as the Bread my Son, Jesus, spoke of. Water is the Connection (knowing I Am yours as well as you are Mine) as the heart drinks to consume into the body of my Son, Jesus. 

The atmosphere of Heaven sends every need before My Throne and with great Joy spills the abundance. Each part then feeds another as we become One. I Am yours, you are Mine.