Vision Impaired

MY EMOTIONS

Father, forgive me for the ridiculous wipe-outs of my soul. I can be so misdirected by the drugged world of another. Then I become drugged with sadness and despair. Tumbling down into the lake of complaints, I find my foolish thoughts at ease with this state of torment. 

And the cycle begins, as stack upon stack of litter accumulates to clutter my heart with trash.  Here, the wonders of Your mercy always has a way out for me as I enter the miracle of knowing You again for this moment of surrender. 

I am grateful for this spring-cleaning of twigs and debris that only makes things harder to function. I am honored to be a child disciplined and not left to my own foolishness. I am so, so, so grateful!  I desire my heart to be a repenting heart after the things of my Father. 

Oh but wonderful God, don’t leave me in this higher-than-thou attitude as a vision-impaired daughter. It is obvious I am walking about on a thin thread when I am deceived with my eyes blinded. As I process the work You are doing in my life, I carry New so often and hunger for the capacity to hold and meditate on such beauty. To reminiscence as well as bring in New, open my eyes to the Vision, Your wonders as Holy makes its abode within me. 

Lord, God Almighty… the Place of my hidden heart to stay.  To only wander in the Revelations of ease as the difficult is expressed. Your Presence (in this world) as Your Vision (work) has my surrendered heart.

I am Yours, You are mine. You are that Rock I stand upon. You are the source I go to. You are the Revelation. I take off my shoes (my own source to touch the earth) as I walk on this Holy ground (You there). I have an account. I have a purpose and You have offered to be Guide. You are mine. You hold my future and my past. You are the Vision. You are mine. You lend me all I would ever need to reach You. You are mine.

HIS EMOTION

Goodness is the battle. Goodness has the purpose of teaching, to bring together and sift about for the purity of knowing. My son knew Me and was sent to Teach Knowing Me. To the world, sifting as the Teacher of Good (Me).