Pushing Through The Day

MY EMOTIONS:

Weary, with thoughts of pushing through the day for the evening to come, and it’s not even 7:00 a.m. yet. How sad, my troubled soul finds this expression of such a miraculous event as waking. How comical it appeals to my heart as I begin to take my morning evaluation of where I might be going today. Such fickle feelings jumping around according to a run-away thought processing. And yet, here I am. With hopes of receiving and maintaining Your Presence, Lord; I move on forward.

Why my sudden emotion of tears wanting to flood? Why do I feel as if You walked in? Wait… while I spend some time crying.

How sweetly those tears felt with love pouring in as I allowed that special moment of unknown but racing emotions. It’s as if I was wiped clean. There has to be something so radical to You about being honest with our feelings, be they good, bad, or even ugly.

I want to be like that with others if they can feel this way also; so safe with such untamed thoughts. Weary takes to strength as my night darkness turns to day lights. 

As my eyes roam through my mind like a hired maid searching for things to clean so rest is experienced for my Guest, my Lord; I have picked up the caring work Love creates. I want and even hold excitement for the songs that begin to play.

Where did weary go?  Why did it feel so extreme and be gone so quickly? Will it come back soon? How can I hold on to the beauty of what I now taste? My heart finds a galaxy of love here!

HIS EMOTIONS:

Staying with Me is not about whether you are high or low but about being. The tears, the pain, the joy, all Mine as well as yours. Your walk is My walk.